Sunday, 15 July 2018

DARTA HU MEIN.....


darta hu mein

darta hu mein.....
apne ap ko khone se
tera hone se

darta hu mein.....
apne dil ki baat kehne se
mere puchne par tere mana karne ka
dukh sehne se

darta hu mein.....
dhokha khane se
fir or datra hu mein
ye mauka gawane se

mujhe nahi pata ye dar kesa hai
jismani nahi ye to rooh ke tut jane jesa hai

mujhe nahi pata ki kya jayaz hai
tujhe nahi lagta shayd
par dil todna na-jayaz hai

dar lagta hai mujhe.....
dil tut jaane se

darta hu mein.....
tera sath choot jaane se

dar hai mujhe 
tu ye padh ke kahi naraz naa ho jaae

dar hai mujhe
ki ek - dusre ko chup-chup kar dekhne ka hamara
silsila yahi khatm na ho jaae

khwaish hai mujhme jine ki
himmat nahi hai ab chup rehkar sare gam pine ki

bs isiliye darta hu mein.....
ki kahi ham jyda paas na aa jaae
ek dusre ke jeene ki aas na ban jaae

darta hu mein.....
ki kahi kuch galat ho gaya to
teri taraf se mohbbat milne ke bad bhi

kisi teesre shaqs ki wajh se
mein tujhse alag ho gaya to

chahta hu ki tera or mera rishta bs ek raaz rahe
jism door ho chahe par roohein hamari ek-dusre ke paas rahe

darta hu mein.....
ki kahi der ho gayi to

tum meri hone se pehle hi
gair ho gayi to

ye sab keh raha hu mein tumhe ek
sunder chandni raat me

par mein keh doon or tum socho
or tumhare sochne me hi saver ho gayi to

shayad
tera or mera rishta yun hi gum-naam
rahega zindgi bhar

ya shayd
mene tujhe kese paya tha
tu mere sath khada hokar oro se kahega tu ye zindgi bhar

par darta hu me ki kahi tere intzaar me
ye haseen raat na nikal jaae

tera dil mujhse pehle kisi or ke
liye na pighal jaae

darta hu mein.....
ki kahi tujhe kisi or ka sath raas na aa jae

ke tu aaja ab

darta hu mein.....
ki kahi tere aane se pehle
meri aakhri saans na aa jae

ki bas darta hu mein.....
bhut darta hu mein.....





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