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MAI BESHUMAAR HU.....

mai beshumaar hu mai ek khumar hu mai khudka yaar hu mai beshumaar hu mai hu be - waqt sahi ek kahani jo ankahi mai taar - taar hu mai beshumar hu..... sahil ka mai kinara hu apno ka mai mara hu khud bikhar kar muradein puri karu is duniya ki jo amber se tuta mai wo taara hu gair bhi hu apna bhi hu kuch logo ka mein sapna bhi hu mai shiv ka vaar hu mai beshumaar hu..... girne ka mujhe koi dar nahi hai jise kahu mein apna esa koi ghar nahi hai kyu ki mai hasti vishal hu mai beshumaar hu..... aasmaan ka baaz hu zamin par mein ek saanp hu kudrat ka kahar hu insan nahi mai zahar hu achhe ho agar tum mere liye toh mai pyar - pyar hu mai beshumaar hu..... tahzeeb nahi mujh mein mai insan hi bedhang hu shant rehna fitrat hai meri mai safed rang hu mai paani par aag hu mai zaar - zaar hu mai beshumaar hu..... mene khai hai yaha thoker bhi mai zinda hu khud ko khokar bhi

MUJH PAR TERA HAQ NAHI.....

Meri bekhudi or bekarari par nahi ab mujh par tera haq nahi..... Meri bato me mere lafzo me ab tera koi zikr nahi Mere ehsaso me meri bato me ab teri koi fikr nahi Na tere shahar se koi vasta hai mera na tu manzil or rasta hai mera Mera aaj or mere kal me tu sirf ek pal sahi Ab mujh par tera koi haq nahi..... Mere khud ke koi armaan nahi hai mere jism me jese ab jaan nahi hai Bas mere aansuon me tu jhalkati hai aankhe jab bhi meri chalkati hai Ki tujhko bhul chuka hu me ye baat bhi juth hai sach nahi Ab mujh par tera haq nahi..... Tu gair hai aaj kabhi apna tha meri khuli aankho ka sapna tha Mere pairon me jese ab bediyaan hai katne ko daudti ye ghadiyaan hai Mein jee to lunga kese bhi par tu meri khushi ka zariya hai Tu jurm hai mera koi saza nahi tere bin jine me koi maza nahi mein tujhe mang bhi nahi sakta upar wale se kyu ki tu khuda hai mera koi dua nahi Tu jae or tujhe roku mein har baat p

MEIN KHUD KO KAHI CHOD AAYA HU.....

mein khud ko kahi chod aaya hu saare bandhan sab naate tod aaya hu  mein khud ko kahi chod aaya hu..... mujhe jarurt nahi kisi ki wafa ki na hi dar mujhe kisi ke chod jaane ka mein khud ke karib rahu itna kafi hai ab dam nahi mujhme khud ko aazmane ka yakinan kuch hai jo mujhe sach mein chahte hai par is bar mein unse bhi thoda door daud aaya hu mein khud ko kahi chod aaya hu..... sarhadein mujh par ab laagu nahi bandishon ka bhi ab mujh par kabu nahi khud ko is kadar tabdeel kiya mene sare zakhmo ko apne hathon se siya mene har ek pal ko sadi ki tarh jiya mene har juthe waade ko dil par liya mene mein khud ka dil khud hi tod aaya hu mein khud ko kahi chod aaya hu..... socha mene ki apni duniya banau mein par samjh nahi aai ek baat jo sachhe hai wo log kaha se laau mein kahyal aaya ki chala jaau waps wahi par kon hai mera apna jiske paas waps jaau mein jo log mujhse door hai mein aaps me unhe jod aaya hu mein k

TU EK PAL KO MERA KHYAL TO KARTI.....

tu ek pal ko mera khayal to karti mein bimaar tha mera ilaaj to karti ummid nahi thi mujhe kisi se mein to tere bharose betha tha tu sath degi hamesha mera bas yahi mein sabse kehta tha tune juth me mujhse sach kaha mein hamesha jhanse me rehta tha isliye sare sitam tere mein chup hokar ke sehta tha bata deta mein tujhe sab kuch tu ikrar to karti tu ek pal ko e-sanam mera khayal to karti..... jawab tha mere pass teri har ek baat ka  tu sawal to karti  tu ek pal ko mera khayal to karti..... tere liye me khud se dur gaya tujhe pane ke liye mein khud ko bhul gaya mujhe laga tu intzaar karegi mera mere aane par aitbaar karegi mera tere liye khuda se bhi ladta mein tu mera mukkmal pyar to karti mein sirf tere liye hi laut kar aaya tha sanam tu mera intzaar to karti tu ek pal ko mera khyal to karti..... baitab tha mein tujhe paane ke liye khud ko sabit kara mene sirf tera ho jane ke liye mein tere l